Friday, August 2, 2013

a tribute to an earnest teacher

It was the last time you'd see him walking through the TKGS side gate, greeting the prefects with a 'good morning!' before we even greeted him; It was the last time you'd have him sit in class, taking down notes on who know what yet still be laughing at all our silliness.

Because what are the odds of him being posted to TK again, what more teaching our class again?

It was Mr Ernest's last day today, and i was being so emotional about it the whole day. I cried during lit, during the last ten minutes when we were given time with Mr Ernest. I've always though of him as a sentimental guy, and i guess he really is. I've known that if he did something personal for us, i would cry for sure.

Well then, Mr Ernest wrote us handwritten letters. the last time Eric did that, i bawled my eyes out. This time, it wasn't so bad, but while we were taking photos my lips were quivering and i was honestly trying really hard not to cry.

Mr Ernest, is honestly an amazing teacher, and i believe that he will get better with experience. whoever gets him as a teacher in the future is really damn lucky because he's just that great. he's really inspiring, and i've actually learnt more than i expected to learn during the few lessons he took us for. Not only does he teach you exam skills, he tends to touch on life lessons as well, and he does it in many different ways. Doing a debate for LOTF was indeed innovative, and i especially loved it. No one would have expected that one of his objectives of his lesson was to 'bring out the beasts' in us, and he's met it, with us being oblivious to his intentions.

It doesn't matter if other teachers ask him to lower down his volume, or say that he can't handle a class (but i got offended at that). Mr Ernest needs to continue spreading his passion for literature, He's someone who can be trusted to keep the flame for literature burning. Mr Ernest is a pretty good stand-in for Mrs Chow. They're similar in many ways, and i must say that Mr Ernest may have been God-sent to rescue us from our despair after Mrs Chow left.

For an NIE teacher who can make a class, which is infamous for not handing in homework, feel inclined to hand in his homework, Mr Ernest is really something. For someone who gladly takes on the responsibility of teaching us english and LOTF when Mrs Loe was away on course even though he isn't obligated to teach them, Mr Ernest has my respect. For planning amazing lessons on topics/subjects he even supposed to teach, or claims he doesn't know how to teach, Mr Ernest has my admiration.

Still feeling despondent over his departure and I actually collapsed to the floor after he left because I really don't wanna let him go. I can't really imagine not having him walk into class the next lesson :-( my withdrawals sigh. I guess he's the type of person who's sent into your life to teach you a lesson, just to leave not long after :-(

God bless you, Mr Ernest, and all the best for your future. May you enjoy success in your career and may your passion for Literature never die.
"Soar, strive, succeed!"
-Mr Ernest '13
Thank you, Mr Ernest. This is for you.

(no photos because apparently they aren't allowed to appear online)

Then there are the other NIE teachers whom I never got to say goodbye to. I say 'hi' to them during recess, but there was never a 'bye'. What type of resolution is that? A very sad one, clearly. Those teachers who were attached to LDS/PB, i never really got to find out their names. But they were so easy-going and so easy to get along with. I'm going to miss this whole NIE clique so much. Honestly, their departure leaves you with an overwhelming sense of emptiness and despondency. Looking for the NIE clique during recess/lunch has already become a habit, and now that they're no longer going to be there...... Where else can you find teachers who treat you like a friend? I don't even know how it'll be when it's time for Fu Lao Shi/Ms Kwan to leave. I'm going to miss them very much, for sure. Maybe i need to stop getting attached to people because when they leave I'm just left to drown in my sentiments.

Sunday, January 6, 2013

2013


because Tampines is amazing :*

This is a late New Year post to all my readers of this blog (if any) so HAPPY NEW YEAR! /pops confetti/ have you been settling down well in school?

A quick overview on 2012 for this post.

2012 was truly a year of ups and downs. I would label it as the worst year yet, but it's close. It was the year that the world was supposed to end, and I remember being a little disappointed that it didn't.

I've got many opportunities last year though, one of them becoming a POP. I was also more involved in AV, helping out for major events such as Speech Day and TK Nite, and also making friends with some of the seniors, to the point where we can casually wave to one another or joke/fool around during duty :D

CmPS was one hell of an experience, but it taught me how to work better with others, and I've also gotten closer to many other people.

I'm so grateful to 17220 as well, and although we only found the group in the second half of the year after we each went through so much on our own, we had so much fun as one, and I really miss them.

The LDS activities last year taught me a fair amount as well, about how everything may not go your way etc. I also got many opportunities, such as the ST workshops, which I love other than the fact that it's all the way at Bradell (I think), and of course, Camp RE:ACT.

Camp RE:ACT was like a short SuperCamp last year and I'm really so thankful for the new friends I've made and the things I've learnt from the facils. Reiko and Victoria, especially. We still keep in touch, because K-Pop bonded us.

SMTOWN was an amazing experience, and I think giving me a chance to go for it is actually giving me motivation to study harder. I'm so grateful to Shervin for that, and so glad that my parents gave me the chance.

Last but definitely not least, there's SHINee. The group I've been with for 3 years now, and I'm still with them. I wasn't with them since their debut, neither are they my first kpop group, but I'm thankful for their existence, and I don't think I'm leaving SHINee World anytime soon. The 5 of them gave me joy, confirmed my ability to feel, and are definitely inspiring. Their comeback was the first I ever experienced (kudos to me liking them only during their Hello GOODBYE stage), and it was magical. I'm thankful for SNSD and f(x) as well, for being my inspiration, and for giving me hope.

It's funny this the year flew past, yet I wouldn't say that I achieved anything big. To be honest, it's like the holidays never started, and it doesn't feel like 2013 has already started either.


Anyway, I've got so many things I want to achieve in 2013, both big and small. Going for SMTOWN has actually given me the motivation to study properly for once, and i'm going to try my best to stick to it. I'm not going to say it's my new year's resolution, because i think if you really want to change something, you don't have to wait for the new year to do it. Then by the side, I have my own goals and dreams which i want to attain.

I honestly think that this year is going to be a good year, better than 2012 if anything. If not, I just don't want it to be as terrible as 2012. 2012 currently has a really bad label for me . 
I had more slumps than ever, but i guess i've also grown stronger emotionally. It made me realize who my true friends were. I'm never looking forward to another leap year again, and I personally hope 2013 has a lot of opportunities and pleasant surprises in store for me.

Happy (belated) New Year once again, and receive lots of blessings! <3

xx